a love letter to all the literature that shaped me in 2025

image: mermaid by me and jiayu

keywords: historical memory, diaspora, speed of light, second life of my undergraduate thesis

china glazing (maxxing?) & the sweet illusion of escape

image: flowers that cecil picked & then texted to me

image: diqing’s sculpture from jiayu’s art night

homing myself at the end of the lunar cycle

knowledge as spectacle & some other thoughts on moving to beijing